Those hibernating months

It has been more than a year since I have written anything. Nope, it would be an understatement if I say that I have not written anything during the last 10-12 months. I have written a whole lot of articles, seminars, presentations and technical reports but have not written anything close to my heart. I was busy, busy making the first year of my post graduate course a count. I was successful, pretty successful if my grades are concerned. I got a mentor who is a Godfather now, a senior who is always there to support me. I also managed to get a pool of good friends who can be contacted anytime.I enjoyed all sort of responsibilities given to me.I was appreciated especially for my cultural and extra curricular activities.

I enjoyed every single feature of this new institute. I had a huge crush on one of my professor; I was so crazy about him that I did not miss a single class of him. I used to be very punctual in all of his classes and yeah I deliberately tried to showcase myself as a very serious nerdy girl. I don’t know whether I succeeded or not but the faculty evokes no interest anymore. Like all other crushes of mine, it seems too childish now. But it was indeed fun then to have a crush on a professor.

But my saga with betrayal seems never ending and it did not spare me here as well. Helping out others and getting nothing in return has become a habit of mine. It would be wrong if I say I got nothing in return. I get something every time which in return makes me stronger with every single experience. I experienced one such instance here again.

Good or bad, whatever it was I don’t want to comment or should I?? It was good, damn good if I consider some basic aspects. So, I found a classmate who tried to make me calm throughout the last term. He tried to make every situation easy for me, he taught me to keep calm at crucial moments, he made me realized that sometimes it’s better to let everything go for the greater good. He is indeed a very practical guy to work with. He knows how to manage situation otherwise he would not be able to handle me so tactfully for five consecutive months. And everything happened for my own good. I have realized that my tolerance level has increased. I know whatever he did during past few months was only to avoid some unwanted circumstances or problems. His main objective was to make the whole professional work process smooth enough and not to get into any confrontation with anybody but it helped me a lot to control my temperament.

This working group of mine was actually good with some very dedicated workaholic guys around. Like always, a worthless member was also there who simply did nothing throughout and created every sort of nuisances possible but others were too good. I got a group member who shares similar view with me in case of love and relationships and it was indeed a pleasure to discuss with her why it’s important to be self dependent.

Now when I look back after the end of a year, I found too many memories in my cart. I enjoyed all the whole night studio sessions, our discussions and confusions over every single chapter or assignment. I enjoyed all our late night snacks and foods and early morning cycling session to reach hostel to catch a two hours sleep. It never bored me off but it brought the best out of me. I will never forget these 10-12 months and especially the last 4-5 months will be remembered forever.

Yeah, I got some maturity again, some serious realization for betterment......