Thursday, 26 June 2014

When everything is going right but something is missing....

This is one fine evening of summer,though its not at all fine actually,I am feeling quite uncomfortable in the dim light,humid weather & the claustrophobic atmosphere of my room..but why ??? this is the time when I can enjoy my life to the fullest..My exams are over...I have already secured my place in one of the leading institute of this country for Masters program..No worries about career,money or anything at this point of time..but still I am feeling uncomfortable..I have not written anything in the last few months...neither I got time nor the opportunity due to the very hectic schedule of my last semester undergrad course..it was total hell...but yeah..I finally overcame it some 20 days back...and now I am totally free...but still,I am unable to concentrate fully on writing.. I had many plans of writing during this time..in fact I have many plots of some short stories in my mind..but due to some unknown reason I am feeling restless and unable to write something..why ??what happened to me ??? Is it called a writer's block ?? I don't think so..because as I have already mentioned...many plots are coming in my mind... I am still able to generate ideas but I am totally unable to give them a proper figure of a story or something..so I am writing... I am just trying to write something... I know this is pure shit...but still I am trying...I don't want to let this free time go... I want to utilize this time fully...so I am writing... I am just writing to make it a practice... I am just writing to get back my habit of writing ...
OK...so now I should write something about the last few days... I have realized that I am thinking a lot nowadays.. during the last few days I got some important realization..again some philosophical thoughts... I have realized that we always want to achieve something..sometimes it generates last..sometimes aspiration..but we all should think differently..because unfulfilled last or aspiration always generate frustration..so we must think about our limitation and act accordingly..we should assume that we are the luckiest people in this earth because at least we are getting something or we are having some opportunities..most of the people don't even have the basic amenities..lets take an example.. Kamla is a girl of 12..her mother is maid servant..and because of that she is deprived of proper education because neither she has the money nor the scope..similarly many other examples are there..she is not even getting the opportunities..
so we should think about the happy times of our life..we should get motivation from those incidents..we should think of the opportunities we have and must try to give our best shot at every field..because hard work has no alternative...that is the only way to remove the frustration and the only ladder to success...so work hard,utilize every opportunity,be happy,stay positive... :) :)